Today..

Today, it shall a wonderful day if I still in love.


28th November supposes is a special day for me. Why I 'm alone tonight? Yes, that‘s no explaining.
To announce my entire friend still think I 'm in relations, I hv been single since August. Now, u guys should know and no need come again to me and ask about my bf.


"Wonder whether U still remembers all the time.... Remember?"


This is the day we coupled and he purposed to me last year.
I still remember where we went for dinner (Cafe-Cafe) and the movie we have watched (Twilight). Ours first cartoon movie (Madagascar).
Some friend said:” sure u can easy to forget, not so long what”.
Maybe.....But all he did was related my life.


I will think about him when I heard “Love Story” & "Fall For U "- his favors songs. I always make a fool with he was driving, when CD player comes to this song, I always skip that song! Hahaha…
When I pass though Baskin Robbin, think him again! – why? cause he likes to eat .
Sometimes, I saw the similar car on the road; I will always look at it, to find out whether he is. What for I do those silly thing? I also can’t control.
In the night go to my bed, cuddle the Patrick dog and sleep on the pillow he bought me. It already becomes habit~



People always said first love is inscribing debt of gratitude on one’s mind, but …he is not my first love. I love him not for he has good looking or other else; reason is he is the one who gave me lots of surprise. And I like his tummy too~always sleep on his tummy let me feel warm.. I like he called me "gugu ang" too.
Also, he creates many “first” :

• First person buy me flowers. A bf that has romantic temperament (=,= compare with the pass).
• The first I bring to my family and my family like him too.
• He is the only one bought me mascara-Dejavu for my Christmas gift. I was so surprise because most of my guy buddies don’t know but he knows even where to buy it also.
• Bought me a cute bear stick to “punish” him.
• Actually I don’t know cook but I know one-Tomato Egg, first meal he teaches me.
• And so on so on…

Remember once my friend told me he has come back to M’sia. I do admit angry at that time!! He said he will stay Australia for 2 years to apply PR but suddenly I get know he come back. I really cannot accept he lie on me; he want me to wait and promised come back to me. Full of sadness and disappointed. After pass through a month, add on family and friends accompany around me- willing spent time be my listener, make me feel better.



Friend asked me before, did I regret to know him? No, because I not forced by him, why do I regret? Although we have broken up, of course I hate on him before! We also realized us no longer sweet than before. Far distance hard to keep, it will get insipid. Erm.. maybe I not suit him.


All is gone, all is passing. Already 3 months ago. Thank you, you have given me sweet memories~. Keep it on my heart and recall back when I nothing to do. At least,I happy…



I appreciate.