The Feeling and The Habit

 I'm enjoying my December, it's really a joyful month.

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1 thing,

I'm afraid actually.

This feel.

I will be greedy and want more, when I got, I do not want to lose… 

I try to avoid u sometime, but u will come to me again!

I should be happy actually, but I don't want you to become my "habit."

If you're used to it, when you lose will be uncomfortable and suffer.

I don't want both of us get hurt anymore. 

So,

please don't come any closer.

I want simple as that.